InsaneJournal

Some things in my online life annoy me to no end today, much more than they should. It's like something tries to tell me very loudly and clearly (using a heavy wooden hammer) to take a step back from the computer and stop my unhealthy behaviour now, before it grows into a real addiction.
I'm obviously running away from tasks, even though some of them could actually be fun once I start doing them.
It is of course quite ironic to make a post in an online journal reflecting that I shouldn't be online. *sigh* But maybe it helps to state clearly what I want to do and what I don't.

Yes: kitchen, windows, talk a walk, clean flat, write (not with computer), read texts for exam, rpg, article (!), write mails to pruefungsamt, prof and one other that's due. breathing. iaido. cooking. friends. yuletide request (finish by hand, then post).
No: excessive refreshing of pages for procrastination purposes. fret about minor annoyances in online life. being glued to computer screen. panic. eating lots of sweets.

There's so much in my head that needs getting out, but a diary will help me just as much as sitting her trying to structure my thoughts, still being glued to the computer.
If you're expecting mail from me, I'm sorry, it could take a few more days.